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During many midnight conversations
You would claim that I was a mess
As I often struggled to find the right words for the moment
The right thoughts to embrace
Yet, some feelings were quite evident
And, the matching words tangible
Hours to minutes
Minutes to seconds
Happiness to sadness
Emptiness sets in
Now, my mind is stuck in a sea of confusion
And every time I look at you, my turmoil grows
Inside, I know my feelings are true
And, thoughts of long conversations reign
Simple smiles radiate from the smallest things
The subtle way you would hint at the darkness
The randomness of your moods
You being you
I often wonder what you think
What you feel inside this broken visage
Is it worse than I?
Can happiness transcend the strife?
Can the anguish be replaced by the missing laughter?
I realize now the pain I cause can overwhelm reality
Life’s complications turning the brightest stars to dust
The brilliance of your eyes engulfed in pain
What once could be, is now but a forgotten shiver
Powering the blackness that consumes me
Shaping my every thought and desire
I have come to terms with my demons
With the feelings that haunt my life
I wish things could be different
I wish we could be again
I have faced my saddest fears and in them, I saw the path to ecstasy
A path you could see if you ventured deep within my bounds
I miss our many midnight discussions
And, yes, I may be a mess
But, I want to be your mess
You would claim that I was a mess
As I often struggled to find the right words for the moment
The right thoughts to embrace
Yet, some feelings were quite evident
And, the matching words tangible
Hours to minutes
Minutes to seconds
Happiness to sadness
Emptiness sets in
Now, my mind is stuck in a sea of confusion
And every time I look at you, my turmoil grows
Inside, I know my feelings are true
And, thoughts of long conversations reign
Simple smiles radiate from the smallest things
The subtle way you would hint at the darkness
The randomness of your moods
You being you
I often wonder what you think
What you feel inside this broken visage
Is it worse than I?
Can happiness transcend the strife?
Can the anguish be replaced by the missing laughter?
I realize now the pain I cause can overwhelm reality
Life’s complications turning the brightest stars to dust
The brilliance of your eyes engulfed in pain
What once could be, is now but a forgotten shiver
Powering the blackness that consumes me
Shaping my every thought and desire
I have come to terms with my demons
With the feelings that haunt my life
I wish things could be different
I wish we could be again
I have faced my saddest fears and in them, I saw the path to ecstasy
A path you could see if you ventured deep within my bounds
I miss our many midnight discussions
And, yes, I may be a mess
But, I want to be your mess
Literature
Darkness
Still darkness creeps
Sudden movements leap
Shadows gracefully weep
Sadness within me sleeps
Literature
Darkness
The pitter-patter of raindrops on cobblestones
when walking alone, engrossed in your memories,
your thoughts condescend behind you like a
narcissistic parent.
Vision changes, perspectives are skewed
downwards. A skeptical outlook becomes
a recording in your mind; when does it stop?
How do I get to this moment? Where did
I fucked up?
A flash of gunpowder, the mind lights up like
for the one instant where you felt hope. You
had an answer, but the voices keep coming;
smothering, snuffing; the fire is gone
and I'm suffering in silence.
Literature
Darkness
All consuming Darkness,
Slithering through the world unseen,
Twisting till nothing is as it once has been,
Leaving the world lifeless.
Fun and love destroyed,
Happiness it seeks.
Persisting till one's annoyed
And one breaks.
The Darkness never leaves,
Like water one could believe,
Changes for it needs
But let's you bleed.
Accompanying one restless,
Keeping others at bay.
Stepping on one as one lay,
Ever consuming Darkness.
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Something that just popped into my head during my long drive home.
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